Sunday, February 22, 2009

Skinny Bitch?

I started the following draft in The Common Room about a month ago:

No, I have not turned into Monique! However, my friend may have created a monster just as bad with her very thoughtful Christmas gifts. One was a PostSecret book and if you don't know about PostSecret, you should. The other was a recipe book called Skinny Bitch in the Kitch: Kick-Ass Recipes for Hungry Girls Who Want to Stop Cooking Crap (and Start Looking Hot!). This description describes me to a T and appeals to my potty mouth so I see exactly why she picked this one up. So with categories like Bitchin' Breakfasts, PMS (Pissy Mood Snacks) and Down Home Cookin', I was excited to start cooking. Then, I started looking at the recipes. I saw a whole lot of soy, tofu and recipes with meats in quotation marks. Then I realized I was looking at a vegan cookbook. Now this same friend is always commenting on my "healthy" eating choices - no soda in fridge, my organic lactose free milk, my organic tortilla chips, fresh fruit in my water - but a vegan, I am not. I have toyed with the idea more than a few times but I'm still eating my chicken and turkey and drinking my lactose free organic milk. However, I thought that this gift just might help me make the adjustment. Then I realized that this recipe book is a follow-up book to Skinny Bitch, a book encouraging women to change their lifestyles. So I went out and bought Skinny Bitch too.
At that point, I was afraid to read the book. I talked to The Maven about it on Christmas Eve, wanted some BBG feedback on the vegetarian/vegan thing, and really wanted someone to read the book along with me, but I never got around to finishing the draft... Well over the last month, my weight has basically hit a plateau and I've been losing and gaining the same 2 pounds every other week. Then, it hit me. I never really changed what I was eating. I ate smaller portions and added healthy snacks to my diet but I basically ate the same stuff I always ate. I just stopped pigging out on it. That and almost daily exercise helped me to lose the first 20 pounds but it wasn't working any more. I decided it might be a good time to make some changes to my diet. Immediately. Monday night I requested the Fat Smash Diet and The 4-Day Diet from the library. Tuesday morning I realized I didn't want to wait on the library and ordered the books for myself. When the books didn't arrive quickly enough, I started reading Skinny Bitch on Thursday night. By Friday afternoon (after my breakfast/lunch), I was pretty sure I'd never look at a chicken wing or a slice of turkey bacon the same way. Saturday afternoon I was planning vegan meals and hitting Trader Joe's reading all of the labels. I now have soy cheese and milk, tofurkey, and tempeh in my fridge. I am channeling my inner Skinny Bitch, eating whole grains and veggies, and trying to give up animal products. I'm not sure how long it will last but I'm excited to eat better and take better care of myself from the inside out. I'm taking the Pledge to Be Veg for 30 Days! And we'll see what happens. Anyone wanna join me? Do you have pointers on making the transition easier?

6 comments:

b.goody said...

Oh no! I never meant to create a monster, but I am glad the book is motivation. I'm proud of you.
On the other hand-I didn't realize it was a vegan book when I bought it. What the hell am I supposed to eat when I'm bumming at your place now?

T said...

Yeah... good luck with that. It's good to know that Skinny Bitch is a Vegan Book. I will NEVER pick that joint up.

identitycrisis said...

@B - for now, you can eat all the crap that I can't bring myself to throw away yet. If I stick with this, you'll have to do the same thing I'll have to do when I come to your place - BRING YOUR OWN FOOD!

@T - Um, thanks?? LOL.

Anonymous said...

Hi, Celishia! I hadn't chatted with you in a very long time, but I was reading your blog today ("re" found it when I went to the permissions link on my own blog and clicked on your profile) and came across this post.

How are things going with the vegan lifestyle? I was vegan/raw in the past for about a year (sr. year of college). I'm currently vegetarian (with fish occasionally i.e. pescatarian). When I was on the vegan/raw tip (though I wasn't trying to) I lost a good deal of weight.

The lifestyle can be quite fulfulling, especially with a good support system. When I was most strict about the lifestyle, I felt better not just physically but also mentally, emotionally, and spiritually...but when I moved from St. Louis, I allowed my environment to influence me...first moving from raw/vegan back to vegetarian and eventually back to meat eater.

In October of 2008, I returned to vegetarian and things are going well. My friends and I occasionally have potlucks and exchange recipes which is really helpful in terms of staying motivated. Anyway, I'm beginning to ramble a little bit. I just wanted to say hello, tell you that it's cool you're transitioning to vegan, and encourage to keep pressing on.

Blessings,
Devon

identitycrisis said...

Devon, thanks for your words. I just posted my France posts and while I was there I definitely was not eating vegan. I decided while there that I would likely be vegetarian and only occasionally have cheese. However, as soon as I got home, I went right back to vegan eating, in part, due to your words. I'm trying to keep it up. It is all about environment, in more ways than one. I have no problem sticking to it when I'm at home and cooking my own food but it is a struggle when I am out or people bring their own food to my place.

Have you heard of soulvegfolk.com? I found it searching for vegans of color and it seems cool so far. There is a Chicago network. You may be able to find some folks where you are.

Anonymous said...

Hi, Celishia! I'm glad to have been able to offer a little bit of encouragement. I totally understand what you mean in terms of environment being a factor. I wanted to share a book with you that some of my friends have been praising. You may have heard of it. It's called Vegan SoulFood Guide to the Galaxy by Afya Ibomu. You can read more about it at http://main.nattral.com/index.php. Oh, by the way, I have heard of soulvegfolk.com, but I'm not a member of the online group. I'm not sure if there is a local group.

Blessings,
Devon